thoughts

I guess in many ways right now I am frustrated... Things that once seemed so routine and easy for me just aren't at this time. I don't like complaining, I hope that's not what I am doing. It is as though I have a goal (several actually) and I cannot seem to achieve them. Some might say I'm reaching too high, but I know that's not the case.

In just over a month I am flying back to the States. I am excited about going home and looking forward to all that lies ahead. There are many doors open to me both in Germany and in the States. I know in times past I would look at this as a problem, for I can only go through one door, yet at this time it is not a problem at all. I know exactly where I am headed. Now of course I do not know all the details along the way, but that's ok.

There is a part of me that thinks the some my goals well be more easily met, but then if I cannot meet them here... what is my problem? Sorry for my endless rant ~ but like the title says, these are my thoughts...